Resolutions '07

Every year I make resolutions...and break them. Or i just procrastinate long enough that it's a year gone by. LOL People like that shud deserve awards for procrastinating the longest. :p I've sat and thought hard about these ones. So here are my resolutions for 2007 lalalala

1. Eat less fat (New Year resolution #1 since 1995)

2. Embrace change (i need to add new items to my wardrobe collection *innocent smile*)

3. Reduce alcohol consumption

4. Take advantage of great opportunities (sales! sales! salesssssss! ahem koff, did i just say that out loud? :p)

5. Work hard, party hard!!!!! (I've only managed to stick to this)

Simple, easy peasy lemon squeeasy ones which i should be able to keep. Whilst I'm in the mood...though past experiences have led me to be a stronger person, I must continue on, looking forward and not back. Please pardon my broken francais.

Pendant toutes ces années ou...ceux-ci chronomètrent que nous
avons ete distants, je se sont ennuyés de toi tellement il blesse.
Je sais qu'il est errone, mais parfois je juste ne peux pas l'aider,
et il y avait des périodes qu'il s'est senties si exact. Mais,
ironiquement, ce que nous avons n'etait jamais exact. Je me
demande si je serai l'une de ces gens qui passent par la vie
recherchant constamment leur soulmate, et jamais réellement
trouvant un parce que j'ai pensé vous étiez celui. Peut-être vous
étiez celui...et peut-être pas. Vous étiez tout que j'ai jamais voulu,
mais pourtant... mes mémoires plus heureuses en même temps
m'ont blesse tellement mal. Je me rappellerai ce que nous
avons eu, si quels. J'aimerai ces memoires. Et je ne pleurerai pas
au sujet de elles. Je n'aspirerai pas pendant des moments plus
heureux avec toi qui ne viendrait jamais.
Je dois apprendre, et je dois...vous laisser partir.

Once again, to all the people I love,
Here's to all the dramas we had in 2006,
Thanks thanks again for a wunnerful year 2006..
Looking forward to more love and happiness this year (less spite & vengeance)

"Live and let live"

*MWAH MWAH*

01.01.2007

I'm back...finally! I dont know where to start or how to put it. I'm still pretty much intoxicated with alcohol from the past few weeks (ive never seen any parent so encouraging of alcohol consumption as mine lol), and of all the memories that I would have to leave behind in 2006. I was just sitting in my seat, on the plane, wondering, where and what happened. In just a couple of hours, that whole year will be wrapped up, and I will have nothing left but the scribblings in my diary...and I would have to face new challenges, embrace new happiness, suffer new heartbreaks and all other emotional turmoils. Looking into the future just scares me. No wonder everyone wants to just stay frozen, in that moment of time when we were just...carefree, and happy. Happy. Happy. Really, can we? :)

On the eve of 2005, I was just petrified at the thought of the whole new changes that would take place, especially since it was a HUGE change for me, coming back to KL "for good" (for NOW), having to take up bigger responsibilities and all that other nonsense etc Now, it just seems like...I was never really there in person. So deja vu. So...vague. It just all seems so weird and dazed to me. Nevertheless, I've enjoyed allll the holidays I've had that year in 2006. Alllll the times spent wif my bubbies. It was the year that brought me closer to alot of people...friends, best friends, loved ones etc. They were really meaningful, and I've learnt more about some people in ways I could never have imagined. At some point in that year, I was the happiest person on earth, and then I had my hopes completely shattered too. Up to heaven, and back down to that abyss in hell. BUT I would like to add that regardless of wat shite, I'm the happiest person ever, because (and thanks) to the family and friends I have, the ones that I love and love me in return, always and forever :p

There's all I can say for now, my brain is still pretty much exhausted from all that thinking (and lack of sleep)...but I'd like to wish everyone else, a merry belated x'mas if I havent already, and..

** Happy New Year 2007 **

(Quote from shaz) All the best in health, wealth and a brighter year to look forwad to. I love love lovee you guys long time. :)

xoxo

p.s. no "yam seng" for now, still feeling pretty much bleagh hehe

It's hereeeeeeeee...again.

5 more days...FIVEEEEEEEEE more days to the big 25th day. Well its not entirely THE big day. It's just that horrid time of the year when I officially age abit more once again. Ever since i turned 21, I have now officially declared birthdays to be a taboo, and because I had to be so lucky to be born on such an auspiciously merry season, christmas is no longer my fave hols...coz it's associated with y'know, that day when I grow yet another year older. Bwaahahahha another one of my denials :p

But come this season when EVERYONNNNNNNEEE has the valid excuse to shower me with gifts. I keep telling people they can do it all year round, but nooooooo, cheapskates they are LOL My dad has already started the festive season with heaps and heappppppppps of the finest choccies from around the world. Fabulous truffles & barss for the inner chocolate connoisseur in moi who's always up for a palatal adventure *winks* Know wat? We should totally change all holidays in order to focus exclusively on chocco-fabuco gifts. Christmas will be known as Chocomas. Hanukkah will be Chocokah. Kwanzee becomes Chockwanzaa. Oh, and tho it's already past, thanksgiving...Chocogiving!! I like the sound of that Bwahahahhahaha Valentine's Day...Chocotine day! OMG OMG Someone slap me please hehe

Ok enuf of the insanity streak, lemme share with you my dear ahem koff friends what part of my wishlist for this year is. AND it shall be "carried forward" to the next if I dun get the items on ze list :D

• "Shopaholic and Baby" by Sophie Kinsella (Out Feb 2007)


• Chloe Paddington



• Bettina Liano "Ace" skinny leg jeans in indigo


• Scooba 5800


• Endless supply of Malibu and Baileys *innocent smile*


• Mukgu toy from Korea



• Coach Soho Signature Stitched small hobo in braass/khaki/vachetta


• A box of Fidani's choccies?


• A bottle of Primitivo from Italy (ahem koff sei yan tau)


• Oh and possibly...a Z8? :)
  

(there's still more items on this list) hehe

Happy holidayyyyyyyyyys people! Drink drink driiiiiinkkkk and be merry. Will see you all next year!

xoxo

My happy place :)

I am backkkkkkkkk! Ahem, with just one post and a few pix ofcourse to make up for lost time :p But alas i am too lazee to blog much about my recent koff love affairs, and besides the rest of the pix are up on friendster, (or were either too shameless to put up). Anyhow let the pictures speak for themselvesssss, and I'll try to make some sorta ill attempt to create some sorta storyline to go wif it hehe (the chain of events)

So, the great vain overly-gorgeous one FINALLY arrives after much anticipation to be picked up by the male and friend in a nice skyline (seriously, wat's with asians and skylines). I was just peering at the boot wondering how in tarnation my oversized bag can fit into the boot. Wonder wonder..it fits! lol No, there's no pic for that.

Next day...crazy mad rush to find a dress for cup day! And when cup day finally came...it was %$^!^@ cold and windy.





On top of that,i LOST...but i had my l'oreal freebies to console me. And then i feelll sick in the evening. *sighs* All in the name of vanity. Had dinner with the girls before trudging off to watshisname's place. The highlight and, also "downturn" of my trip. The rest is erm history :p Then comes the weekend, clubbing as per usual. I dont know how much alcohol i've consumed this trip, wat with all that occasional alize concoctions at home and out *hic*



...and my most shameless picture of the year. Still contemplating on putting it up on friendster. LOL Poor clarence who had to endure our erm, waitaminute, it shud be "lucky" clarence! hehehehe



Our after-party girly strolls along docklands. We even attempted to walk home. In fact we did! Walked esthey poo home in our lil drunken stupor..or high. Werent even drunk enough to begin with. :p



It's funny how at the beginning how somebody promised me alot of things, when in the end I had to get it myself. (This is the part where i start getting all emo and anti-boys) BOYS ARE STUPIIDDD!! They always promise you something and pretend, or so conveniently forget when the time comes. So, the other highlight of my trip (there were 5)..

Krispy Kremeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssss




I've been looking forward to this shit for a looooooooooooong time now. Oh heaven heaven. *dRooLss* And because im such a food connoisseur (yea right), maybe more like fine dining queen..there was the excellent dinnah @ Bluefire where esther's supposed american boyfriend works. Bwahaha (she will kill me soon)



[Im getting tired and lazee now]

St Kildaaaaaaa..before our other shopping expedition.



Here, the MAIN highlight of my trip...drumroll please. Lobssssstah nooodless! *woot* Because somebody ditched me (im still very much sore, DJs are an upsetting bunch! hmmph), I dragged my other lovers there. I love you guys long time! :)



Then there's clubbing @ QBH (my last party before I leave...)


(pity cudnt get a closer shot of the cute guy)

Oh, speaking of which...events which happened that just emphasize on how siiillllyy boys are. (I'll give one example here coz I'm just so lazee) Guy wants to chat me up and asks if i haf a light when he's surrounded by friends who are smoking. Dude, u need to do better.

I should stop being so anti-boys for now, its depressing. So utterly depressing. Then again being in KL IS depressing. LOL And last but not least...the wunnerful stars shininggg brighttt...



Tiss the season to be jolllyyy falalalalalalalalala I cant believe its here again. *SOB*

Mishcellaneyous rants

Check out what i found!! Oh my oh my oh my! It's definitely an answer to our prayers eh?



The thing is...whenever im driving on the road and I see some annoying driver which is either going too slowly or is trying to cut across but is not exactly trying to cut across...I start cursing. "Women driversssss" BAHHHHHHHH Seriously I dunno why im insulting my own kind. I shud stop. It's bad karma. :p So anyhow...a car that cud park on its own! Think about how the 60 secs it will save me (and 180 for parallel parking) LOL multiplied that by each and everyday i drive...whoa, I can certainly put that time to good use hehe

And since we're on the topic of cars, I actually drove my car to get the tyres changed. On my own! I thought of being a little independent today and not get my driver who'd usually do it...I feel so grown-up. I SHOULD be grown-up (I hate being grown-up). So anyway, the dudes at the garage quoted me fucking RM300 for ONE tire!! I thought it was for two, mind you. And then when i mentioned i was my father's daughter, I got a huge discount. FAR OUT!

For those of you who were slogging and whinning coz u guys couldnt make it to the Revel4tion (@ A Famosa), whine no more...because it's over ofcourse and it wasnt apparently very good. The crowd was disappointing, and apparently there were a few break-ins! Tsk tsk damn those bastardsons. But the music shuda been good, coz the Bass Agents were there. Oh wells, I was home with my grandmama (trust me I was crying my heart out). No big deal. Maybe we can look forward to this...



Ferry Corsten! *woot* There's nothing like a good beach party...which I really really really miss :) At least, this rave wont end at 1am like the ones in KL would. Hmmph *touch wood*

*Special msg to a sei yan tau: You shud come back for that weeekend hehehe Il Divo could just possibly be partying there LOL

Moon-less-Cake Festival

My first ever mooncake festival since I left. What happens.
Bloody hell NO MOON! What is mooncake fest without the moon you tell me. And above all, we were swirling around with our lanterns in clouds of joy and haze. Goddamn.

But i did get ta take some nice piccies which I'm so awfully proud of bwahahaha Cant help it if one is naturally talented KOFF :p



(the wind blew out the candle just as i took it! hmmph)

My 3 out of many cousins :p

And my favourite-st one of all...
*Awwwwww*

The lighting was just excellent, oui? The whole garden was actually filled with lanterns hanging here and there, absolutely stunning sight, but I couldnt come out to take a pic coz i was busy with my future husband (no Lyn, not THAT one) coz it was his last day here...on msian telly bwahahahahaha How delirious i am. Well, that's about it pix for now, bloody blogger taking forever to load, I'm beginning to fall asleep on my comp. AND i'm suffering from a bad case of alcohol overdose LOL i'm itchinggggggggg! ARGH Why do things like that like to come between my alcohol and i? *sob*

xoxo me

Second love at best

Still not happy.

The VainPeacock is throwing a fit today.

Haze conditions are getting worst. And worst because I'm staying on a damn mountain..or hill.

I miss fresh air.

I miss my dingbat QueenDiva who's gallanting the streets of Italia, or more like medieval town of Perugia (evil laughs).

I miss someone.
(the only attention i get nowadays is from those bloody motherf#%$@$%king mozzies...DIEE BIATCH!!!)

And someone else and somone else...and some people la aiyoh.

Oh..Jacjac's bday was a few days ago, everybody all together now HAPPPY BDAAAYYY..sui poh.
(just in case she stumbles onto my blog, but she's converted into a non-blogger) :p

I miss my money (where are you when I need you?!!).

Damnit, I miss alot of things. I'm such a deprived spoilt child LOL

Ah just a few days ago at work, I was going thru my old emails and I came across one of those wasting-your-time questionnaires, AND I was amazed at how most people (my high school pals) actually remembered my middle name (do NOT any under circumstances blurt it out here). I was also amazed at how these people got most of the answers correct, just when you least expect it. It's really *wow* that people remember these things hehe Which reminds me, I'm soooo tempted, (and i gave in to my temptations) to send it out again. Let's see how well you guys score this time. Expect it in your mailbox anytime *now* bwahahaha

Btw, I received my FIRST ever copy of the GIS Alumni newsletter a few days ago. It's been like wat, 6 years since we graduated?!! Diu.

I miss my high school. My mum reckons the only reason why i miss it so much was coz of alllll the attention I got. She called me an attention whore.

Attention. Whore.

My own mother. I sometimes wonder how we can both be related when I'm so super messy and unorganized when she's such a neat freak. Ok, maybe most of you guys might think Im one, but if you think i'm a neat freak...then my mum is the Bree Van De Kemp of all Bree Van De Kemps. Yup, that bad :p