Musings Of An Erratic Mind

"I think of nothing but love. The continual amusement I derive from intellectual pursuits, for which I am always being reproached as if it were a crime, finds its very justification in this singular and unceasing taste for love. For me there is no idea that is not eclipsed by love.If it were up to me, everything opposed to love would be abolished. That is roughly what I mean when I claim to be an anarchist." -Louis Aragon 1924

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I'm overly gorgeous. Not cute. Not kawaii. Not adorable. O-V-E-R-L-Y G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S. Get it right or suffer my wrath. :p I'm delusional. I'm eccentric. My only compulsive obsession is shopping. I love my family. I love my friends. I love everyone who's been by my side throughout this roller coaster ride. It sure is one hella ride! And remember boys and girls, if it's not deep fried, it's not worth eating (from the words of a famous cat) :p

Monday, May 31, 2004

Sloppy
Twisted
Explosive
Patriotic
Handy
Amazing
Naughty
Influential
Excellent

I got this off Trish's blog from Name Acronym Generator. Sometimes I wonder watever possessed me to do futile stuff like that. Heck, starting a blog was already one :p

I'm meant to be working on muh assignment but I've just lost all hope of inspiration to do so. Sloppy? Me? Of all words in the english dictionary, they had to give me sloppy?! What a quack.

Cry baby

Early morning blues. Well it's 12.14pm now, didnt think I'd get that much of a good sleep considering the fact that I am teddy-less *pout* Then again sleeping at 3 a.m. after talking to the "love of my life" would have probably eased the process. And also thanks to muh other "secret lover" for helping me pass time hehe You know who you are! *wink*

After much hesitation, I have decided to admit to the world that yes, I am a cry baby and that I am very much attached to my boo boo. Unfortunately? :p

I said:
Because you're my everything
I cry
Because i love you so much
I cry
Because i miss you so much
I cry
Because i care for you so much
I cry

He says:
"ok la...cry all u want"

Men. BLEH. Things loaded with Y chromosomes that plays games on that bloody PS2. Curse the asshole who invented that thing. And the XBOX too for dat matter.

Sunday, May 30, 2004

Senseless Life?

Times like these, I wish that time would allow life to go my way.
You know, there are some days when you wish you could turn back the
pages of a book and wished that you were, somehow, part of the book?

You don't know why.
You don't know how.
And it doesn't make sense.
Because nothing does.

But i think it kinda makes life, somewhat special.

You know, how it can sometimes hurt you? And it can also make you
giggle to yourself when you are alone?

Life is, rather, cute. Rather, I would say. It makes you silly.

I am a silly girl. Silly in the sense where I can complain ruthlessly
about the absence of luck but I can also preach about how beautiful
fate can be.

I love the way everything contradicts because it won't make me give up.
And it makes you wonder, hell, can I live the life of a movie that
I have always dreamed of?

I think I can. I just have to close my eyes, and walk. Just keep
walking. Things may not turn out sweet, but it is ok.
Thats because you are doing something extraordinary.

I could go on a holiday and make love to a stranger.
Or maybe, you could tell someone that he/she is beautiful.
Just anyone, you know.

I think it can be rather nice. Maybe.
My boo boo wouldn't agree with that. :p

I have to keep telling myself that I only live once.
A few decades from now, I could die.
And then that would be a problem.

Losing all the wonderful pages of memories
I have collected through out my life as me,
As a daughter, as a sister, as a granddaughter,
As a niece, as a cousin, as a friend,
and most of all, as a lover :)

Je t'aime et je m'ennuie de vous beaucoup hunnie *siGhz*