01.01.2007
I'm back...finally! I dont know where to start or how to put it. I'm still pretty much intoxicated with alcohol from the past few weeks (ive never seen any parent so encouraging of alcohol consumption as mine lol), and of all the memories that I would have to leave behind in 2006. I was just sitting in my seat, on the plane, wondering, where and what happened. In just a couple of hours, that whole year will be wrapped up, and I will have nothing left but the scribblings in my diary...and I would have to face new challenges, embrace new happiness, suffer new heartbreaks and all other emotional turmoils. Looking into the future just scares me. No wonder everyone wants to just stay frozen, in that moment of time when we were just...carefree, and happy. Happy. Happy. Really, can we? :)
On the eve of 2005, I was just petrified at the thought of the whole new changes that would take place, especially since it was a HUGE change for me, coming back to KL "for good" (for NOW), having to take up bigger responsibilities and all that other nonsense etc Now, it just seems like...I was never really there in person. So deja vu. So...vague. It just all seems so weird and dazed to me. Nevertheless, I've enjoyed allll the holidays I've had that year in 2006. Alllll the times spent wif my bubbies. It was the year that brought me closer to alot of people...friends, best friends, loved ones etc. They were really meaningful, and I've learnt more about some people in ways I could never have imagined. At some point in that year, I was the happiest person on earth, and then I had my hopes completely shattered too. Up to heaven, and back down to that abyss in hell. BUT I would like to add that regardless of wat shite, I'm the happiest person ever, because (and thanks) to the family and friends I have, the ones that I love and love me in return, always and forever :p
There's all I can say for now, my brain is still pretty much exhausted from all that thinking (and lack of sleep)...but I'd like to wish everyone else, a merry belated x'mas if I havent already, and..
(Quote from shaz) All the best in health, wealth and a brighter year to look forwad to. I love love lovee you guys long time. :)
xoxo
p.s. no "yam seng" for now, still feeling pretty much bleagh hehe
On the eve of 2005, I was just petrified at the thought of the whole new changes that would take place, especially since it was a HUGE change for me, coming back to KL "for good" (for NOW), having to take up bigger responsibilities and all that other nonsense etc Now, it just seems like...I was never really there in person. So deja vu. So...vague. It just all seems so weird and dazed to me. Nevertheless, I've enjoyed allll the holidays I've had that year in 2006. Alllll the times spent wif my bubbies. It was the year that brought me closer to alot of people...friends, best friends, loved ones etc. They were really meaningful, and I've learnt more about some people in ways I could never have imagined. At some point in that year, I was the happiest person on earth, and then I had my hopes completely shattered too. Up to heaven, and back down to that abyss in hell. BUT I would like to add that regardless of wat shite, I'm the happiest person ever, because (and thanks) to the family and friends I have, the ones that I love and love me in return, always and forever :p
There's all I can say for now, my brain is still pretty much exhausted from all that thinking (and lack of sleep)...but I'd like to wish everyone else, a merry belated x'mas if I havent already, and..
** Happy New Year 2007 **
(Quote from shaz) All the best in health, wealth and a brighter year to look forwad to. I love love lovee you guys long time. :)
xoxo
p.s. no "yam seng" for now, still feeling pretty much bleagh hehe
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